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Post by Gweneth MacKay on Sept 7, 2014 5:55:15 GMT
Gwen's track of time was not quite the same, as everything seemed to be happening in a very surreal slow motion since she had been sent away from Skyvale, the only home she had really known. Coming to the palace was extremely difficult, in more ways than one, as she was roughly 7-8 months pregnant. She had managed to go through all of the proper advisors and servants and was finally given permission to have a private audience with the Southern Queens. The entire time she had been speaking to any male servant/advisor she had been clutching the dagger hidden in her clothing. She had no intentions of harming the Queens, as she thought they were the only ones who could possibly help her at this point, but the men truly scared her nearly out of her mind. By the time she was allowed into the room for the private audience, she was beyond exhausted. Everything hurt; she was tired, hungry, and extremely uncomfortable.
However, when she saw the Queens, she would give the best curtsey she could manage, considering that she was very pregnant at this point; she moved as though her life depended on it, ignoring all the aches and pains that clamored for her attention. "My Queens," she said a little breathlessly, "thank you for seeing me."
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Post by Abaigael Coughlan on Sept 9, 2014 3:13:22 GMT
Abaigael was uncomfortable sitting in the throne beside her wife despite the fact that she'd been there several times since her coronation. It all just felt a little surreal to her; if she'd been told a year ago...or even a month ago that she would be married to Morgan Coughlan and crowned queen she would have laughed. Regardless of her feelings on the matter she was still sitting there, though she had taken to reaching across the space between herself and Morgan to gently grasp the other woman's hand. When the woman entered the audience chamber Abi had actually been turned towards her love, a grin plastered over her face as they talked about their own future children; she'd been offering up the most ridiculous names for their children in order to make Morgan laugh, and didn't even noticed Gwen's entrance until she was speaking.
She would immediately stifle the laughter that had been bubbling up in her chest before turning to smile at the woman. Her gaze would dance longingly over her swollen stomach, a foreign pang of jealousy assaulting her chest before she pushed it away. There was no place for it now. Upon hearing her thanks she would shake her head, "Oh, no. There is no need to thank us," she would say, offering the woman a friendly smile. After a moment she realized that the woman would provably be dying standing there as pregnant as she was, especially after traveling. She would gently squeeze Morgan's hand before standing and moving towards the doors, poking her head out and asking a servant quietly if they would bring an extra seat into the audience chambers. Afterwards she would move back towards Morgan, though she wouldn't sit again; it seemed almost rude to her. It didn't take long for the servant to arrive with a seat for the woman and Abi would offer the boy a gracious smile before gesturing for Gwen to have a seat. After she was seated she would smile once again at the woman, "What might we help you with?"
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Post by Deleted on Sept 9, 2014 3:28:32 GMT
Morgan held Abi's hand gently in her own and was laughing at the ridiculous names that the other woman was throwing out for the baby. She knew that Abi was doing it for no reason other than to make her laugh, so she was playing along. Her attention was diverted from her wife by the sound of another person's voice in the room, and she turned her head to see who spoke. Standing in the middle of the audience chamber was a young woman, perhaps Abi's age, who was very heavily pregnant. Jealousy stirred within her as well, but she stamped down on it as quickly as it started. She'd been in this situation for years; seeing other women who were pregnant, and not having any children of her own. Of course, when her husband had been alive it had been because she'd taken every precaution against pregnancy. She might have wanted children just as much back then, but she'd had no desire to bring another of her husband into this world. When Abi took the initiative to approach the girl first she sat back in her throne and waited silently. Something about the girl made her cringe inwardly. This was not about to be a pleasant conversation.
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Post by Gweneth MacKay on Sept 9, 2014 4:29:16 GMT
Gwen just stared in awe as one of the Queens requested a servant to retrieve a chair for her. She was desperately trying not to cry, but her entire world had been thrown upside down. When Queen Abi gestured for her to sit, she did as she was bid, even though she felt a bit rude while the Queen still stood. At the same time though, the Queen had gone to the trouble of requesting a chair and everything, how could she not sit? She would take a few moments to catch her breath, and then start with, "Thank you, my Queens, you are both most gracious." She truly meant it, them seeing her was her only hope and they were taking time out of their day to see her, virtually nobody. At least, not anymore.
Gwen's eyes started to water, "Oh, but I must thank ye. I have nowhere else to go, no one to ask for advice. I have never known a mother, she died giving birth to my brother and I. My father, Baron of Skyvale, has disowned me, for this shame I bring upon the family." Her lower lip started to tremble. Her hands lightly rested on her very swollen belly and the tears flowed freely now. "I can not tell him, you see, that the father of this babe is an evil, evil dead man. I know not what to do." She lifted an arm and wiped at her face with her sleeve. She lifted her gaze to the two beautiful Queens, and she was glad that there was no King. A King would frighten her into silence and despair. "Please, I beg of you, I confide in you in secret. I have told no one what I am to tell you. You must believe me. The K-k....king..." At which point she just starts to tremble and then just covers her face with her hands as if to hide the shame. As if not finishing it out loud would make it less real. She then rubs her face, as if trying to somehow give herself courage to continue. She took a deep breath and looked again to the Queens, rubbing the dirt and tears away from her face. She whispers now, "Please, do nae tell anyone. He said he would ruin my father if I did not do exactly what he wanted, when he wanted. He hurt me. He is dead and he still hurts me. You must believe me. I do not need much... I can work with children? I can sew... I do not even know if... if I will be able to even bare to look at this ... at this child. But no one can know who the father is. Please? That is a burden I do not wish this child to bare..."
She was so emotionally worn out that she just leaned back in the chair and wiped again at her eyes. She could only hope the Queens could come up with a possible solution for her current predicament. No one would marry a disowned, unwed mother that was carrying a bastard child. She would be too afraid of any man anyway. She had no means to care for a child at this point either, not on her own. Not unless she could maybe work here, or somehow find some sort of work. Even so, the rumors would spread and everyone would soon know that she had born a bastard. What sort of life would that be for a child?
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Post by Deleted on Sept 9, 2014 4:47:22 GMT
She listened, and as she did her dread grew until it morphed into anger. Anger that her husband had been the man that he was, and anger that one of his whores had the gall to come seeking her help. She found herself rising up off of her throne, an action that she hadn't even realized she was performing until she was in the middle of standing. Her entire body trembled with the rage that filled her, and she couldn't seem to control it. Normally Abaigael's presence kept her calm and level-headed, but this? This was a situation that pretty much begged for the temper that the southern queen was known for. "You," she said as she stalked towards the woman sitting in the chair with her pregnant belly protruding, and the thought of the child belonging to her deceased husband in her mind. "How dare you come here asking for shelter? You can't possibly think that I'm going to offer one of Uinseann's whores who happens to be pregnant with his bastard offspring any kind of help? That asshole has been dead for over half of a year and he still haunts me?! GET OUT! GET OUT OF MY PALACE! OUT OF MY KINGDOM. AND I SWEAR TO YOU IF YOU TELL ANYONE THAT THE CHILD YOU CARRY IS THE OFFSPRING OF MY LATE HUSBAND YOUR LIFE WILL BE A THOUSAND TIMES MORE MISERABLE THAN IT IS NOW!"
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Post by Abaigael Coughlan on Sept 9, 2014 5:09:26 GMT
The smile slipped from her face as she noticed the woman's eyes watering, feeling anxiety grip at her stomach. She felt as if accepting this woman's request for an audience was the wrong decision; it felt like something was about to go terribly wrong. That couldn't have been closer to the truth, as the woman spoke about not being able to tell her father who had gotten her with child, only to start crying and blubbered something about the King. The mention of the King caused a flash of pain across her back, though she knew it was merely in her mind. She would stare at the woman for a moment, horror filling her eyes as she spoke about possibly not even being able look at the child, though she didn't have much time to react before Morgan was on her feet and screaming at the girl. Abi would turn sharply to watch as Morgan blew up, fear pounding in her chest though she knew that Morgan would never turn that kind of anger upon her. No, she was afraid for the pregnant woman sitting in the middle of their audience chamber. She would quickly move after Morgan, grabbing her hand and gently tugging back on it, "Morgan..." she would start, shaking her head sharply as she feels panic trying to well up in her chest, "Morgan, you need to stop," she would say, her voice stern as she moves between Morgan and the pregnant woman. She would ignore Qwen for a moment and would lean up on her tiptoes, reaching up to cup her wife's face in her hands, "It's okay, calm down," she would say quietly, her voice no more than a whisper so that the pregnant woman couldn't hear her, "We don't need this child going anywhere else. And besides, how do you know that she was a...mistress?" she would ask quietly, not waiting for a response before gently removing her hands and turning back to look at Gwen.
"You have to understand that this news is very unsettling for the both of us," she would say, though her tone suggested that she wasn't looking for a response, "It's a very difficult thing to process, perhaps you should have sent a letter first," she would say, trailing off for a moment before shaking her head. "Regardless, you are welcome to stay at our Palace until you give birth to the child, we require no services from you. But, I think it would be best for everybody involved if you surrendered the child into my custody," she would say, glancing once again at the woman's swollen stomach. She would emit a low sigh before shaking her head slightly, "I will find the child an appropriate guardian, without a woman who would be biased towards it because of who its father is," she would say, shrugging her shoulders. She wasn't trying to be cruel with the last statement, just honest.
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Post by Gweneth MacKay on Sept 9, 2014 17:51:10 GMT
Gwen stares at Queen Morgan in absolute terror as the woman becomes completely enraged. Beyond enraged; lethal. There was death lurking in the Queen's eyes. Gwen would awkwardly get to her feet and retreat from the approaching angry Queen, probably knocking the chair over. She was not quick enough to leave prior to Queen Abi's approach, however. She became utterly still, feeling as though she was going to choke, and she gagged slightly. She still had nausea problems now and then, and high emotions trigged it. However, she was able to breathe through it and control the response. She did not know what to do at this point, as she was getting two different responses. One Queen wanted her out, while the other offered sanctuary only until the child was born. She was torn in regards to Abi's demands. She did not know how she would feel; it was still a part of her, but it was a horrible and painful reminder of the pain and suffering she had gone through. Every day she could not forget. Nights were the worst, she had such a hard time sleeping, and was quite prone to night terrors. Her own hands clenched a bit, as she realized some of the things that Queen Morgan said. She would not cross a Royal; she did not have the backbone for it, nor the position. However, she would say softly, lifting her gaze to the Queens and maybe they would hear her, "I would rather die now than allow this child to be born and know its father raped and beat me, to even know his name." The fight almost seemed to go out of her as her shoulders slumped a bit. "I am sorry to bring this to you. I did not know what to do. I-I did not even know! Or I would have written months ago."
Gwen was angry, she was hurt, and she did not think she could take any more of this. What had she been thinking when she thought the Queens would help her? They could not want any reminder of the evil man either. She did not want the babe to die for the sins of its father. She really did not want anyone that was to adopt it to know of its father's heritage.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2014 21:07:34 GMT
When she felt Abi's hand grab at her own she calmed a considerable degree. She turned to face her wife and found the other woman clasping her face in her hands. A soft sigh drifted from her lips when Abi began to speak and try to get her to calm down. She took a deep breath and forced herself to turn back to the young woman who had come seeking refuge. She hated the reminder that this was going to be for her. This was definitely not something that she needed, or wanted, to deal with. She just wanted to work with her wife on giving them both the baby that they wanted and not have to be constantly reminded of her deceased husband and his issues. Her attention turned back to her wife for a moment and she melted a bit more. There was nothing she wouldn't do for the other woman. Finally she turned to Gwen. "Fine. You may stay here until you recover from the birthing process, but you must relinquish the child to my wife upon his or her birth. A proper, loving home will be found for the child," she said flatly. There was little to no emotion in her words and she really just wanted to find a way out of this. But she knew Abi was right. They couldn't risk this woman and the child going somewhere else.
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